Waiting...

I am waiting most impatiently for the 21st. I want to be able to scream from the rooftops that we are having a baby! The 21st is not a long way off but yet it seems like forever to find out if we hear a heartbeat(s).

Waiting is stressing me out and Dr. Oz says stress can lead to a child with autism! If you listen to everything that can go wrong we should live in a bubble!

I am so hopeful that I have a healthy baby growing inside me. I talk to the baby(s), I pray to God. I take tons of meds, endure shots and tons of bruises. Do you know I have no more spots on my stomach to put the blood thinner that's not brusied. I am out of non lumpy spots on my butte.

We put in 3 beautiful embreyo's and I know a pregnancy with 3 babys is only a 6% chance and I know it would be a hard pregnancy but you know what - I talk to all 3 of my babies. I want all 3 and I know the chance is so slim but I will be so sad if they are not all here. I know - dealing with infertility I should be grateful for just 1 healthy 1. But...they are all my babies and I will miss any that are not growing.

Oh 21st how far away you are...I need my magic want to speed up time...