3rd Trimester

Wow, I can't believe how fast this pregancy is going. Half of me wants to slow it down and the other half can't wait for it to be over so I can meet this little man.

How am I feeling? Actually kinda miserable. I am so exhausted from not being able to sleep for more that 2 hours at a time. I can't seem to sleep while the kids are at school and then as soon as it hits about 2:30 I feel like I could fall down from exhaustion.

I failed my 1 hour sugar test Friday. I go tomorrow for my 3 hour test - I just know I will fail - your number is suppose to be under 130 and mine was 172 :(

I have irrational fears that my baby will be 10+ lbs and I am already freaking out about a c-section. I'm sure with the diabetes that leaves out having a Vbac due to not being able to be induced. I have a huge aversion to being cut open...already freaking out about it and Alex has been getting my wrath because everytime I bring it up he rolls his eyes! I told him maybe I won't have so long to stress about it as I'm sure as it gets closer my fear will elevate my blood pressure and maybe they will rush me in - that gets a double eye roll and an, aren't you going to bed yet?

On a positive note we have a def. name picked out for our new little man. No arguing when it comes to the birth certificate, we are in agreement :)